SO FAR AWAY

Am never gonna get you…I know it now…all I know is that you are so close yet so far away…

Through the stars,

Shining in the sky,

I see you everyday,

It seems you are so close,

Yet so far away

Now I walk the streets alone,

Where we used to walk together,

And the whisper through the air says,

Its over,

I once again close my eyes,

And try to see your face,

It seems you are so close,

Yet so far away,

Tears I try to I hide,

Is all frozen inside,

Without your love,

It aint gonna melt away,

Now as I go back to sleep,

I know you will come back in my dreams,

But nothing will change,

You will be so close,

Yet so far away

LONELY WINTER

(There is nothing more calming than sitting by my window and watching the rain drops falling on the window panes…I love rain…It reminds me of her)

… some summers are always lonely..

Some winters are always alone..

Still I sit by my window…

Listening to the raindrops…

And I wonder if its raining there..

Where ever you are, I hope you think of me..

..when it’s raining there..

DON’T WANT TO MISS YOU TONIGHT

(the poem is dedicated to my first ball dance...the most cherished moment of my life)



When you are next to me,
I feel closest to heaven,
I want to forget everything,
I just want to feel you tonight,
And I don’t feel the world around me,
Its only you,
As far as I can see,
I know, everything is meant to be over,
But I don’t want to miss you tonight,
I feel my spirit is restless,
I know I cant fight it,
And I don’t want it to be over,
I don’t want to go home tonight,
It’s just you and me,
And I wish I’ll never wake up,
I know sooner or later I’ll be alright,
But don’t ask me to leave you tonight,
And I’ll give up anything for it,
I don’t want to stop you tonight,
I know everything is meant to be over,
But I don’t want to go home tonight,
I don’t want to lose you tonight,
And I …I don’t want to miss you tonight.

TO LOOSE IT ALL

Don’t pretend to be happy,

I know; you’re not,

Ur empty eyes tell me,

What words cannot

I remember the times you smiled with me,

I thought u were happy;

But u were not,



You were too busy in the fake world; you created,

Too busy to see or listen or do anything

And now you say it’s the world that has cheated,



Now you are alone,

Tell me girl,

How does it feel to loose,

To loose it all,



I remember the times when you lied,

I remember the times when you cried,

I remember the times you wanted it all,

Now you have it all,

But you are all alone



So tell me girl,

How does it feel to fall?

How does it feel?

To loose it all,



I remember the tears that you cried;

When the dreams were far away from your eyes,

Now you can’t sleep;

When you have no alibis,



Now you’re all alone

Tell me girl,

How does it feel to fall?

How does it feels to loose,

To loose it all.

SOMEWHERE IN THE HEAVEN

(this poem is for all those people whom i lost to death.)

Childhood passed,

Seasons faded away,

Memories died,

As the dawn thrived,



But whenever I want someone,

To truly look up to me,

Somewhere in the heaven,

I know;

You see me,



I never gave,

What you expected from me,

Now I wonder how selfish could be,



But whenever I want someone,

To listen to me,

Somewhere in the heaven,

I know;

You hear me,



Now when I realize,

What I lost,

It’s too late;

I can’t even apologize,

For the mistake I made,

I wonder, how selfish I could be,



But, somewhere in the heaven,

I know;

You will forgive me.